Depressed

You know what sucks? Not getting a promotion. It's the first time I've not gotten a job that I've wanted in my entire life, the worst part about it is that I can't even talk to Marie about it because she is the one that got the job instead of me. That isn't fair, because there was two positions and I didn't really lose to her but to the other person. I still can't talk to her about it because she had seconds thoughts about applying in the first place because she didn't want me to feel bad about not getting if she did. Well...now it's actually happened and everytime I've tried to talk to her about how I feel, she goes on about how crappy she feels and then before I can get my feelings off my chest I have to console her. Which leaves us both feeling like crap.